May 04, 2012 |
i've been certain for two years what i would say, but now it seems so silly. what i had conveniently forgotten during all that time was how little any of this is actually in my control. a necessary delusion, i think, or else, i may not have found myself here, on the fifth floor of a hotel near tiergarten, unable to sleep at four in the morning, typing this, listening to the sound of birds chirp outside my window.
© barry reinschreiber